Messed up

My life gets harder day by day. Felling under the weather throughout this week. Fever, sore throat, flu, toothache, massive headache. This is what we call 'ujian dari Allah SWT'. And yes, problems come, people starting to leave and hate me. Some people can't accept my silly jokes. Yes I admit, sometimes I can't handle myself when makes some joke on people. That's my bad. I'm really sorry to people who get offended by my silly joke. Its not like I wanna embarrasing  you in front others. I think it just a joke and you take it as a serious matter. Yes that's your right to get mad with me because this is my fault. Sorry for all wrong things that I've done, from head to toe. I wanna fix this problem as soon as possible. I don't wanna be some stranger in that room. You don't even say hi to me. We're not laughing, gossip-ing like before. I'm really sorry. Pardon me...